Today am feeling somewhat ok, i still have a lot of pains, but it´s on it´s way to be manigable, and that is what´s it al about.
Sometimes when i look back, i can´t understand why i did not follow the sugestions i got from those who know how to ease pain, well maby it´s because i was afraid to leave the secure inviorment we all have in Sweden, well anyway, i finnaly did just that, left for an unsertenty in another country, with hade only one benefit for me initially, the warm weather, today, i se that it also gives me a whole new future hope, maby i can combine my Sweden with being here in Ghana, so that i´l be here during our winter.....so maby, just maby my pain will be one of the ones that wount kill my spirtit....
Saturday 17 april 2010
Unlocking iphone....
http://blackra1n.com/
Gotland...
The 18:th of november, am in Gotland, with my family, there is a reely bad weather right now, the rain is just poring down, and at the same time there is almost storm aswell, typical Swedish weather this time of year.
Well, am of to the sun again, leaving the 29:Th of this month, not for tanning, no i have to be there in order to don't have so much pain, it`s terrible to leave my Ebba, Jenny and Klas but it feels like i have no other option anymore, imagine, would you like to be in constant pains so powerful that you actually think it would be better to be dead, i thought so.....
Well, am of to the sun again, leaving the 29:Th of this month, not for tanning, no i have to be there in order to don't have so much pain, it`s terrible to leave my Ebba, Jenny and Klas but it feels like i have no other option anymore, imagine, would you like to be in constant pains so powerful that you actually think it would be better to be dead, i thought so.....
The end of oktober...
I we been home for a month, well almost, and i can truley say....i want to go back, i am hurting like crazy again, so it´s pretty clear to me, that if i want to have a life, i cant have that here, not in the wintertime anyway.
Svineflu????
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